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acoustic christmas songs and february’s in bed by 8:30. listen; tonight the flavour of my sad is pomegranate, not knowing where to be, when, and hair dyes i will never be brave enough to try. a dot of blood on your favourite white shirt and shouting hoarsely into the night,

“2016 was meant to be better, 

2016 was meant to be better.”

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sorry i'm never on here anymore. i'm working on a new website. for now, if you would like to, you can follow my blog sully-bean.tumblr.com/ where you can message me, or follow my twitter twitter.com/sully_bean where you can also message me.

a small life update, i am now in uni at cambridge school of art. like, what? i beat everyone i wanted to beat at my school exams, briefly considered going to university to do history, had a breakdown, became a disappointment to my teachers when they realised my name wasn't going on the wall of students that went to good unis and did good courses, took a year at a dump of a college where i mostly just cried a lot and realised i hate the concept of "fine art", had another breakdown, cut all my hair off, moved away from home and now it is 2016.

i was counting on this year being better, waiting for that even number, but it is only februrary i have already cried enough for a year. oh, well. the thing about very sad, somewhat traumatising things happening is that they tend to put things into perspective. for instance, now i cry about things that matter, whereas before i just cried over people who didn't deserve it. only joking. if you cry about it, it matters. but only if you want it to.

advice from me. make some art about it.

anyway.

i'm in my uni halls room, which i guess is like a dorm. fairy lights and lava lamp are on, listening to this band from new jersey i saw in camden last night (last train home life). theyre called the front bottoms. theyre good, you should listen to them if you want to, and if you do, tell me what you think. listen to twin size mattress. my favourite book is still looking for alaska and i still cry when i think about CDs that have karaoke tracks on and the person that decided that was a good idea because they thought people might sing along. these days i like parties but not clubbing and i drink alcohol with orange juice. (i gave up coca cola for a year of my life and now i feel bad when i drink it, like my teeth are mad at me.) i'm not who i wanted to be when i used to come on here all the time, but these days i'm not trying to be anyone anymore. i am the feeling of missing summer only in person form. i don't know how else to explain the feeling. do you know what i mean? i hope you do.

if you remember me, i remember you and i miss you. you are loved.

i hope you are well and i hope to see you on tumblr, twitter or here very soon. 

love always, cc. xoxo



acoustic christmas songs and february’s in bed by 8:30. listen; tonight the flavour of my sad is pomegranate, not knowing where to be, when, and hair dyes i will never be brave enough to try. a dot of blood on your favourite white shirt and shouting hoarsely into the night,

“2016 was meant to be better, 

2016 was meant to be better.”

..

sorry i'm never on here anymore. i'm working on a new website. for now, if you would like to, you can follow my blog sully-bean.tumblr.com/ where you can message me, or follow my twitter twitter.com/sully_bean where you can also message me.

a small life update, i am now in uni at cambridge school of art. like, what? i beat everyone i wanted to beat at my school exams, briefly considered going to university to do history, had a breakdown, became a disappointment to my teachers when they realised my name wasn't going on the wall of students that went to good unis and did good courses, took a year at a dump of a college where i mostly just cried a lot and realised i hate the concept of "fine art", had another breakdown, cut all my hair off, moved away from home and now it is 2016.

i was counting on this year being better, waiting for that even number, but it is only februrary i have already cried enough for a year. oh, well. the thing about very sad, somewhat traumatising things happening is that they tend to put things into perspective. for instance, now i cry about things that matter, whereas before i just cried over people who didn't deserve it. only joking. if you cry about it, it matters. but only if you want it to.

advice from me. make some art about it.

anyway.

i'm in my uni halls room, which i guess is like a dorm. fairy lights and lava lamp are on, listening to this band from new jersey i saw in camden last night (last train home life). theyre called the front bottoms. theyre good, you should listen to them if you want to, and if you do, tell me what you think. listen to twin size mattress. my favourite book is still looking for alaska and i still cry when i think about CDs that have karaoke tracks on and the person that decided that was a good idea because they thought people might sing along. these days i like parties but not clubbing and i drink alcohol with orange juice. (i gave up coca cola for a year of my life and now i feel bad when i drink it, like my teeth are mad at me.) i'm not who i wanted to be when i used to come on here all the time, but these days i'm not trying to be anyone anymore. i am the feeling of missing summer only in person form. i don't know how else to explain the feeling. do you know what i mean? i hope you do.

if you remember me, i remember you and i miss you. you are loved.

i hope you are well and i hope to see you on tumblr, twitter or here very soon. 

love always, cc. xoxo



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ScribbledNotes Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2015
Thanks so much for the fav!
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sharmanator Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hello! I was just browsing and I stumbled upon the piece you did of Holland/Lydia, and I was just wondering if you would be willing to let me include it in my fan project? 
I'm giving her a book full of fan artwork/letters at a convention next weekend and I'm still trying to find some things to include. More info can be found here if you're interested- righteouspumpernickel.tumblr.c…
have a lovely day! (: x
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Sully-Bean Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2014
oh my goSH YES OF COURSE YOU CAN THAT IS AMAZING HOW SWEET OMG I AM BEYOND FLATTERED <3 good luck! :D xoxo
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sharmanator Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
WONDERFUL :D
thank you for allowing me to use your work, I really appreciate it! 
Let me know if you have any questions or anything (:
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Bri-JetSilver Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2013
I think you already know that I hold this opinion of you.

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Copy this to everyone who is awesome to you!
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Sully-Bean Featured By Owner Sep 14, 2013
NO U <3
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Bri-JetSilver Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2013
THANK YOU! *shiny embrace made of wondrousness*

Also, here's a link to a web-comic that I think you might enjoy. www.jspowerhour.com/comics/1
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Sully-Bean Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2013
I'M LAUGHING SO HARD AT THIS THANK YOU OH MY LORD "crab friends good times" LOL THANK YOU
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Bri-JetSilver Featured By Owner Nov 12, 2012
Doctor Who is SERIOUSLY addicting! I'm very tempted to put aside my schoolwork and just watch every episode ever made. (I started on Season 6, the one with Christopher Eccleston as the ninth Doctor. I'm now somewhere at the beginning of Season 7. David Tennant is a wonderful Doctor, but I miss Christopher Eccleston's goofy, cheerful smile.)
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Sully-Bean Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2012
I KNOW, ISN'T IT?! It is just so much fun, i love it, wait until you get to the eleventh doctor! which episodes have stuck out to you so far? ahhhhh <3
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